When life throws you a curve ball

Well, late night reminiscing about the normal deep bedtime thoughts.

Boys, career, travel, dreams, and mistakes.

Who would we be without them?

I’ve done some messed up shit but I’ve truly learned that you’re going to have a thumb and index finger full of people you can honestly count on.after you start trying to grab a handful, the nuts usually slip out of your grasp.

No that wasn’t a dirty reference .

Really though, I love few, dislike a couple, and only hate when I still haven’t found a reason to respect those that have honestly hurt on purpose.

Good night, and think about it.

Best friend, a significant other (for some) and parents(again, for some) are all you’ll ever need to stumble through life’s inclines.

Appreciate what you have, strive for what you don’t, and never stop believing in yourself. Only then will you find true happiness.

At least that what I believe for now.

Sweet dreams,


A good story?

So I have this amazing boyfriend who I love dearly. But one day when I came to town, he was with a skinny dark haired girl who could sing beautifully and wear anything and look good in it.

Now. I was shocked, we fought for the first only for me to find out I ” cry” too much, and I never compliment the little things on him, like eyelashes. (Seriously) that was his reason for having a child with me, only to move on without anybody knowing and fuck a new bitch, who by the way, pretended to be completely nice to me while I wanted to jump off a cliff since desperately trying to make him love me again was a fail.

Anyhow, I just wanted to get all this off mutt chest because thankfully, it was a horrid nightmare and not real. I made sure with confirmation text in the morning. Poor boyfriend.

I did warn him about hooking up with a dark haired Barbie however, because I would make her ugly. 🙂

Photo blogs

I friggin ADORE photo blogs. I swear it makes my day to come in here and see top ten photos for something (like tree tunnels for instance) amazing blog btw go see!

Anyhow, here are some of my beautiful masterpieces I took myself. Note sarcasm 🙂


Mr grumpy


Toothless !


My babies


&….a random sketch of Sephiroth to end with a bang.

How’s that for photography hmm?

What movies teach

Okay, if you’ve ever seen how to train your Dragon, continue reading and have an open mind. If you haven’t, it’s a must see & then you’ll know more of what I’m talking about.

Remember how the Vikings were dead set against dragons and researching every way possible to dispose of them? Except one. Hiccup. Scrawny, gentle, and afraid of everything and everyone, especially his dad.

Then he catches the one Dragon no one’s ever seen nor know anything about other than the fact it never misses. Right?

So more to my point of this whole mini novel. It’s life itself in an amazing animated comedic form.

In a small village there’s one person who’s always different, like the world. Only few stand up for what they believe in and try to convince the entire universe to think differently; even a smaller amount succeed at that difficult task.

Although everyone including him feared what we’re thought to be vile killing machines, once fed, they were harmless.

Now I don’t expect to get a thousand likes or follows from this, but those of you who do happen to read the whole way through I think you get my drift. Why judge people based on appearance or stereotypes that they’ve been labeled by.

It’s just like pitbulls, or Africa. Everyone thinks pitbulls are deadly attackers with no mercy, and that people in Africa are all poor and full of aids. All I’m asking is to open your eyes and think about it.

That’s my speal for the day.

Over and out.