When life throws you a curve ball

Well, late night reminiscing about the normal deep bedtime thoughts.

Boys, career, travel, dreams, and mistakes.

Who would we be without them?

I’ve done some messed up shit but I’ve truly learned that you’re going to have a thumb and index finger full of people you can honestly count on.after you start trying to grab a handful, the nuts usually slip out of your grasp.

No that wasn’t a dirty reference .

Really though, I love few, dislike a couple, and only hate when I still haven’t found a reason to respect those that have honestly hurt on purpose.

Good night, and think about it.

Best friend, a significant other (for some) and parents(again, for some) are all you’ll ever need to stumble through life’s inclines.

Appreciate what you have, strive for what you don’t, and never stop believing in yourself. Only then will you find true happiness.

At least that what I believe for now.

Sweet dreams,


What movies teach

Okay, if you’ve ever seen how to train your Dragon, continue reading and have an open mind. If you haven’t, it’s a must see & then you’ll know more of what I’m talking about.

Remember how the Vikings were dead set against dragons and researching every way possible to dispose of them? Except one. Hiccup. Scrawny, gentle, and afraid of everything and everyone, especially his dad.

Then he catches the one Dragon no one’s ever seen nor know anything about other than the fact it never misses. Right?

So more to my point of this whole mini novel. It’s life itself in an amazing animated comedic form.

In a small village there’s one person who’s always different, like the world. Only few stand up for what they believe in and try to convince the entire universe to think differently; even a smaller amount succeed at that difficult task.

Although everyone including him feared what we’re thought to be vile killing machines, once fed, they were harmless.

Now I don’t expect to get a thousand likes or follows from this, but those of you who do happen to read the whole way through I think you get my drift. Why judge people based on appearance or stereotypes that they’ve been labeled by.

It’s just like pitbulls, or Africa. Everyone thinks pitbulls are deadly attackers with no mercy, and that people in Africa are all poor and full of aids. All I’m asking is to open your eyes and think about it.

That’s my speal for the day.

Over and out.

Unwritten permission

Alright. I didn’t start this blog to bash but this is my opinion on name calling, we’re going to delve into it a little bit too and maybe someone will take away what I’m about to say. I know you may have heard it before but all of us seem to have forgotten.

Slut. Whore. Bitch. Asshole. Asschin. Skeeze. Jackass. The “n”word.. Put “fucking” in front of any of those and it makes it ten times worse.

The list goes on, right? So many wonderful words to choose from..Now. Who the hell thought they could create these words? Couldn’t have been someone who thought it would hurt less than violence.. Words are much worse than a punch to the face because they linger, and a punch often follows them anyhow.

God I love society. Even the classy celebrities, they’re not the worse (& I only say this because I’m assuming not to believe everything you see in the papers) but they don’t set a good example. Lyrics are one thing, but the way they treat each other and the stupid tv shows they come up with, that all it is, is fighting. Fighting over nothing, for entertainment, & setting a terrible example to whatever person is watching it.

I’m not just talking kids, I despise children. I’m talking adults. They’re worse because they can actually think for themselves, or at least that’s what we say isn’t it. We’re just grown up versions of pooping screaming drooling babies that can walk around and hit harder.

But seriously. All this same sex gender (ssg) bashing is driving me up the wall. The goal isn’t to kill each other off people. If you want to tell someone off, learn how to dodge a punch and throw a mean hook when they swing first. You don’t have to degrade someone like a bully to feel satisfied. You don’t have to beat someone else up when they degrade you. 1 up them and prove you’re better than that. For one you’ll be the classy one, and two it’ll piss em off even more!

My big point to this story is that when you call other girls bitches and sluts, all your doing is giving guys permission to do the same exact thing. It’s like African Americans. You hear “n” said in movies a thousand times between blacks. Majority of those conversations are happy conversations. They’re just saying that instead of brother, or cuz, or dog. I mean, a white person couldn’t get away with that, so why train him to think it’s okay, or “cool”even. The other half of those convos are angry ones, trying to intimidate and show how gutsy they are by using that word, and normally and flaws they have. “Fuckin fat black n****” I know I’ve never used that word I’m a bad context, not once in my life because I know what it started out as, and y’all do too.

Sorry for the rant, but think about it.


Nice guys

You ever meet an actual nice guy? Doesn’t make fun of anybody, teases everyone in such a way that they cant help but smile & feel special, the nice guy who can upkeep a conversation with anybody and who stands up for his friends.

These nice guys are what every girl says they want,until they have him. He’s too nice, or too safe and bitches just have to go looking for trouble.

“It’s not you it’s me”was never so true in this case, yet when said to a nice guy, they automatically place the blame on themselves.

What does this do to them? Makes them even more obscure and everyone they’re the perfect ideal man for a girl, they get hurt and the blame grows and hangs over them like a dark cloud.

I just had to get that out:) lady’s, smarten up. Men don’t always be to be more of an asshole, sometimes you need to be less of a bitch.

Ps. This is first hand exp. And when I stopped being a shallow heartless fool I found one of these nice guys when I wasnt looking.

So nice guys: stay genuine
Ladies: If you dig deep enough they have a little risk and danger in them too, only difference? They won’t break your heart like assholes, sex gets better & you learn how to laugh again. For real.

Nice guys rock.


A Huge fan.